Thursday, March 25, 2010

It has been a while

I have been silent for a while now. both here and at home. Some times it is best to say nothing..
I started some seed for my garden. It looks like spring will be here soon. I love that time of year. When all is new and refreshed. The birds are singing and frogs are well not whispering. lol
There are a number of issues I am working on. I need to find peace in my heart. Silence for my brain. In the past I have done well at over coming issues.
But I have some I never though I would encounter.
I have made a stand, and will stick by what I believe is right for me.
Not every one agrees with it. but I am putting my need for self preservation first this time.
I am doing what is best for every one.
I still have many things to work out and thoughts to process. But I am not ready to share the details yet. Life is so full of hills to climb. and I have a mountain to blow up right now. I am looking for a way around it. As I am afraid if I climb it. I may jump off at the top. There may be a cliff for me to land on. Or I may continue falling for years. Decisions are hard to make in some respects. As there is a chance to make things worse. So for now. I sit silent and Analiese. Like in a chess game. I do not want to make the wrong move. I have come so far in letting go of life problems. As they are temporary. But some are not so quick to dissipate.

Have a wonderful day and remember to laugh and play.Photobucket


Gail said...

My thoughts are with you.

®osadimaggio63 said...

Hi Ernestine,
come stai ?
Non sempre il traduttore on-line riesce a tradurre esattamente ciò che si scrive... ma spero che in questa riflessione tu possa trovare le soluzioni ai tuoi problemi e la serenità di cui hai bisogno.
In ogni caso ti invio un forte abbraccio a te e alla tua famiglia.-
Tuo nipote Scotty è veramente un meraviglioso bebè :-)
Happy days

angela said...

I pray you find peace and the widsdom to do what is the best for you.
blessed be

Vixen said...

Thinking of you and hoping your journey is not to arduous.

Gramma Ann said...

I hope all is soon well in your life.

Nola @ the Alamo said...

Hope all turns out well for you in your journey. Remember all things happen for a reason, whether we know what the reason is or not.
What are you growing up there? I love knowing what grows in other areas of the country.

Wendy said...

Hi Grammy,
Sending you lots of healing white light. I hope your mountain melts into an ant hill, like the wicked witch melting when Dorothy threw a bucket of water over her.

Problems do have a way of solving, sometimes sooner than later.

I'm glad you're out planting. Spring is here and time to start fresh.

angela said...

Sending you cyber hugs, I hope all works out for you.

Nezzy said...

Oh sweetie, my heart and prayers go out to you during this time you are goin' through. I pray you find peace in your answers. Take care and if ya ever need to talk just email me.

Have a clam day filled with glorious blessings!