Friday, April 29, 2011

Haiku Friday

Faerie Godmother  
Is here to answer your wish
What will it be, hum?
Haiku my heart Friday
I think I would love to be a Faerie Godmother.
I could help so many people
It would be so much fun.
To spread love and joy.
Have a wonderful day and remember to laugh and play.Photobucket

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Sending love

Sending love from my family to yours. 
May you be as happy as me. 
If not be even happier, than me:)

Have a wonderful day and remember to laugh and play.Photobucket

Friday, April 22, 2011

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Born this way

 Today's theme for Sunday Postcard art is song titles.
So I painted this one for the song born this way by Lady Gaga . She is new to me. But her song speaks of acceptance of ones self and other as they are.
Have a wonderful day and remember to laugh and play.Photobucket

Friday, April 15, 2011


 This to me is a life saver.
With out gratitude you simply exist.
This give me the power to overcome. And move forward. It allows me to feel more passion, love and see the world with new eyes. I use to do the Thankful Thursday posts. But now I try each day to find something new to be grateful for.  I have the most essential ones on my list in the above image. But I am learning to be thankful  for things I never thought of before.
I have learned to be thankful for problems, but only after I find the good that come of them. I am learning to be thankful for the most basic of things also. Like our senses.
I now need reading glasses to read. But I am thankful I can still see with out them. I found in a meditation I did yesterday the prompt was to visualize. Feel, hear, smell, taste. I am so programed to keep my involvement sent free.
I can not even recall a sent. Allergy's to perfume, and chemicals affected my breathing. So I really did not realize I can not imagine a smell, when asked to do so. I can not recall taste of too many items.  So I am going to work on living more aware of my sense.
Like the old quote. Wake up and smell the roses.

I will close by saying I am thankful that you stopped by and left your wonderful thoughts and wishes, in my comments.
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Wednesday, April 13, 2011


 This creation represents transformation.
Like a cocoon, I with drew from life 2 different times. 
Each time I came back with new and improved wings.
This time I hope will just continue to evolve into the real me. The one I was born to be. I feel so charged with the ability to learn and let go of old ways. And replace the way I use to judge things, with just simple acceptance.
Because a thought is just a thought till you decide to grab onto it and make it part of you.
I think the best lesson I have learned yet is. 
The way we think.
Above the image is just an image.
But when we decide to look deeper. We then allow our mind to make judgment. Like this looks like a 3 girls with wings. There is allot of purple. To me it represents past, present and future.
Then you decide to read the words. You then decide, You like or do not like the words. You either forget them or write them down. Or just right click and save the complete image.

If you do the last one, then you allow this to change your thinking. And then it plants a seed in you to change your way of thinking.
Or you simply say this is nice, or I don't like this, and move on.

This is also how we become our problems. Rather that see them as just a thought or situation. We decide to let them take over our life. And become our life.Rather than see it is just something that has happened. And do something about or or let it go.

This has put me on the path to living by spirit rather than ego mind.
I now see I have depression,  I am not depression.
I am not simply, just a wife, mom and Gmom. I am called this because this is what I did in life. I chose to marry and have kids.
All we truly are is a soul/spirit here on earth, who is experiencing life. Through the choices we make.

Have a wonderful day and remember to laugh and play.Photobucket

Sunday, April 10, 2011


 I have to first begin by stating, :"I am grateful for the last break down of my mind." It has put me on the path to finding the real me. I now understand it is part of my personality to feel things deeply.  I found I am a healing empath.  I already knew, I am one who feels the pain of others as though they are my own pain. Through this I some times can help others get well. Just by talking and caring about another person is true healing at its best.

I really did not know till now, that I am a healing empath, this is a gift, almost every one has this to different degrees.
All of you have shown this to me, that you to have this ability. When you comment, you help to lift my spirit. And you are truly healing my soul with love, compassion, and virtual hugs. 

I knew in the past I could help others to overcome, but it was much harder for me to help my self. Now I feel stronger and more capable. I feel like when my mind exploded. I went out and bought a new computer brain. 
The pictures in the post below. Represent the old and new me. I kept every thing good. And the book with a lock on it is what was perceived as bad events. I will keep them now under lock and key. Because they are really just events that happened. When I can see the good that came from them, I will let them out and release them. 

Back to empathy,
definition, is the capacity to recognize and, to some extent, share feelings (such as sadness or happiness) that are being experienced by another.

So we also heal though love, fun, laughter, kindness of all types.

Have a wonderful day and remember to laugh and play.Photobucket

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Yes I can.

I did the above photo Jan 2010.
This was my interpretation of my brain.
When I had the first ah ha moment of I can control my thoughts.
I looked at the brain like a computer. Feed me input.
But it did not really sink in to the point, we can control our thought.
We can and do grab and let go of thoughts each moment of every day. Some thoughts stick around, others pass.
 Now today, this is my new and improved version of my brain.
I did some spring cleaning.
I think I removed all the virus programs, like panic, anxiety, depression.
But I found you can not just hit the delete button.
You have to find info to replace or repair your way of thinking. Much like virus software. You have to change your way of thinking.
I have been busy. I found and have been listing to some amazing speakers. They all have books so I am fighting the temptation to buy. I only bought 3 books and 1 deck of angel tarot cards. LOL.

But I have not felt so much passion in a long time.
I am not at 100% recovery, but I am on the road to Yes I can.
Please let me know if you would like to hear more on my new adventure of reprogramming.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011


    This week Jamie asks

What do you wish to transform?

 I answer. " myself !"

I feel the transformation has already began.
I can feel it.
I put a call out to the universe and my mind is being fed.
So may original words, so many thoughts are transpiring.
I know. when I hear what I need, I have an ah-ha moment.

I feel so grateful now, as I have a new out look. I see with a different prospective.  I am being drawn to input, new knowledge, and new ways.
And my soul is now free.
It was so simple.
The words acceptance and choice are the magic words.
I chose to accept what has happened.
I accept I can or cannot change it.
I learn from it. And I must move on.

Now I choose to accept to not let negative things rule and become my life.
I will now look at everything in life differently.
Through fresh eyes.
I found the butterfly pin in the card above and it is on its way to me now. I will use it as my new wings in future photos.


I use to think flying like an eagle was my dream. But now I realize I am a butterfly and should be happy as I am. A butterfly can cocoon and morph into something beautiful.  So this is a life lesson. Be your self and love who you are.

Have a wonderful day and remember to laugh and play.Photobucket

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Cloud # 9

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Helping others

It is amazing how much we all touch each others lives without even realizing it.
When I was going though the profound drama last month. It felt emotionally like the end of the world to me. Your heartfelt comments and love helped me get through the pain.
I have no clue why this felt like the worse thing that has ever happened to me. But I have been finding clues from reading and images. Lorilyn did a reading for me on her blog Retreat was the card she pulled. Then she said maybe the garden was the answer. My thoughts were. Yes, I have not been gardening for a couple of years now. Because of rain made all the veggie diseased. But in reality my real love of gardening was at my old home. I collected hosta's I was a shade gardener. And so connected with the earth. Maybe I need to reground my self , with nature. And this will put balance back into my life. I also came across the the name soul card. I did a search on this site. I found my card to be the hermit.
I thought to my self, I am not a hermit. I am so tired of living the life of one. I want out, I am a people person. But I found from reading the info for that card it came back to the word retreat again. It basically spoke of what I have been doing. The retreat is in my mind. And It is meditation and knowledge coming forth. I am an analyzer and love to learn.
I found from doing further research into the 16 personality types . I really am an enfp/j. I test for both of them depending on the questions asked. I am amazed at learning more about this. It explains why I am drawn to people. It is part of my personality to want to help others. I learned allot about my self. And some about others like my hubby.
I was reading this article on Psychic garbage
And found we go in cycles where we feel thing more than normal.
And there are even more clues I find every day. I am not sure you want to here about them all. I share this info in hopes of helping others if they feel the need.

I thank you all very much.
I feel our bond of friendship grows stronger each day.
I am very thankful for this gift of both the internet and this blog. It has allowed us all, to bond across the world. With other like minded, loving and caring people.
Have a wonderful day and remember to laugh and play.Photobucket