I just want to cry

Jamie asks us today *What Do You Wish For Your Home?*
I wish people would let me live in peace at my home.

My life has been so full of trauma and drama, I do not know how much more I can take. The father of one of grandson's decided to try legally kidnapping Cullen today. He still has possession of the child but he made sure to destroy my life. He not only called dfs. But the city inspector. We are in no danger for having kids here. But the inspector. Has decided if we do not let him in to do a complete inspection of our home, He is just going to condemn our house. And have it torn down. I called an attorney and he has no knowledge of how to deal with this other than cooperate with them. He said it would cost me more than my house is worth to fight them.
So I have to find a way of not being raped by the government again.I fought them in St. Louis and won. Thanks to me. Breckenridge hills, can no longer enter your home and inspect with out a warrant.This was an area and still is one that did not require occupancy permits. Now I have to submit to inspection.Or loose my home. This is why so many senior citizens are displaced and put in nursing homes. Because some one can come in and disrupt there life. All I have are uncompleted repairs. I need dry wall in the living room. And this in no way endangers the life of any one. But he can come in and wants to inspect every thing. There are not many homes up to boca codes. This is the house paw kettle watched his kids build.
So I have a choice of moving or submission.
I am to the point of walking away. I now know why so many with Ptsd are homeless. No one can tell you how to live in your card board box.

I have made plenty of jokes today to maintain my sanity. I said I an going to stand on a street corner with a sign saying homeless thanks to Eldon. Or ????? I have many things that I can not put in print. But I am so tired of lack of freedom. This is America right! Lets evict every one in a log cabin for not having dry wall.
Arrest every one who don't mow there grass. I do mow mine. But there is a law in the town I use to live in. That if you mow your grass and it hits the street there is a $500.00 fine. People get paid to make rules. And we elect them to punish us. I am sick and tired of control.
I moved here and got permits for the electric and roof. That was all that was required of me.
I feel like renting a back hoe. And pushing my house over. I feel VIOLATED BEYOND REPAIR.
At least in St. Louis I had access to competent legal help.Here no one ever had to fight city hall before. So no one has the experience. Or they are there lawyer already.
I feel like where is habitat for humanity.
Where is the home make over show .
Where is any one who helps the helpless.

Thank you for listing to me vent.
I wish I could live in peace, free of problems.
Have a wonderful day and remember to laugh and play.