Sunday, January 25, 2015

Mag Pie Tails 255

Am I free
I still can't see
I feel so strange
 A bit deranged

I know there should be more
Do I have to open the door 

Where are my wings


I will soon fly

Freedom is precious

Have a wonderful day and remember to laugh and play.Photobucket

Sunday, January 18, 2015

Sunshine and smiles

Just use of words can change your attitude. Sunshine brings in thoughts of spring. New life and new growth. You can breath in deep and release a sigh. Feel the energy in your body change. In with the new out with the old stagnate thoughts of winter.  The days are starting to change. more and more sun every day. We have already had the shortest day of the year. So now every day brings in more light. More light means more smiles. Warmer heart and easier to breath in more fresh air.

Oh, remember the days when we were young, and went out to play. There is no reason we can not recapture those times. In new ways of course. But we will never get to old to stop at a park and swing. The energy of youth is restored with each swing. Back and forth close your eyes and feel the breeze. Take your shoes off and feel the sand in between your toes. Recharge your inner battery with a stretch. Lift your arms to the sky. push your right arm higher. Then the left. Wiggle till you feel each side of your back stretch up and down. Then wiggle your hips while sitting down. Up on the right then the left. Awe, stretch the legs and feet. All while setting in your seat.
I needed that. Now time to soak in a nice warm bath.
Wishing you all well and happy.

Have a wonderful day and remember to laugh and play.Photobucket

Sunday, January 4, 2015

Why, Why, Why?

Why will my brain not shut up? I am back to torturing myself with thoughts. I should just be grateful that things are just fine. The house is warm. I have a roof over my head. I have a nice warm bed. I am some how drawn to tears rolling down my cheek for no reason. This is an inner pain crying in my brain. I want to say so many negative things. When I should just keep on track and be greatful!!
There is no more boo who poor me. I still spend my life in silence for the most part. I do a few youtub videos. I tried to do a funny one. I had uploaded it. I received a couple of comments. And pulled it down. My thought were. I should have never done it. It was not funny to all people. I titled it The redneck wife's hand book. But, it was not something I should have done. I do not know how to have fun or Joke any more. I spend my time playing games on fb again. Brain numbing games. Yes, I am saying a lot, with out saying anything,  I am back to wishing I had some one to take care of me. Like a MOM.

So sorry, This should have been a happy new year post. Because this will be a great year for us all. So many things to look forward to. So many sun rises and sets. Beautiful things in nature t look at. The joys of a kind word. A virtual or real hug. I send you my love and respect. All the best to you.