Yes I can.

I did the above photo Jan 2010.
This was my interpretation of my brain.
When I had the first ah ha moment of I can control my thoughts.
I looked at the brain like a computer. Feed me input.
But it did not really sink in to the point, we can control our thought.
We can and do grab and let go of thoughts each moment of every day. Some thoughts stick around, others pass.
 Now today, this is my new and improved version of my brain.
I did some spring cleaning.
I think I removed all the virus programs, like panic, anxiety, depression.
But I found you can not just hit the delete button.
You have to find info to replace or repair your way of thinking. Much like virus software. You have to change your way of thinking.
I have been busy. I found hayhouseradio.com and have been listing to some amazing speakers. They all have books so I am fighting the temptation to buy. I only bought 3 books and 1 deck of angel tarot cards. LOL.

But I have not felt so much passion in a long time.
I am not at 100% recovery, but I am on the road to Yes I can.
Please let me know if you would like to hear more on my new adventure of reprogramming.

Transformation

    This week Jamie asks

What do you wish to transform?

 I answer. " myself !"

I feel the transformation has already began.

I can feel it.
I put a call out to the universe and my mind is being fed.
So may original words, so many thoughts are transpiring.
I know. when I hear what I need, I have an ah-ha moment.

I feel so grateful now, as I have a new out look. I see with a different prospective.  I am being drawn to input, new knowledge, and new ways.
And my soul is now free.
It was so simple.
The words acceptance and choice are the magic words.
I chose to accept what has happened.
I accept I can or cannot change it.
I learn from it. And I must move on.

Now I choose to accept to not let negative things rule and become my life.
I will now look at everything in life differently.
Through fresh eyes.
I found the butterfly pin in the card above and it is on its way to me now. I will use it as my new wings in future photos.

Metaphor

I use to think flying like an eagle was my dream. But now I realize I am a butterfly and should be happy as I am. A butterfly can cocoon and morph into something beautiful.  So this is a life lesson. Be your self and love who you are.


Have a wonderful day and remember to laugh and play.