Self

 This creation represents transformation.
Like a cocoon, I with drew from life 2 different times. 
Each time I came back with new and improved wings.
 
This time I hope will just continue to evolve into the real me. The one I was born to be. I feel so charged with the ability to learn and let go of old ways. And replace the way I use to judge things, with just simple acceptance.
Because a thought is just a thought till you decide to grab onto it and make it part of you.
I think the best lesson I have learned yet is. 
The way we think.
Example
Above the image is just an image.
But when we decide to look deeper. We then allow our mind to make judgment. Like this looks like a 3 girls with wings. There is allot of purple. To me it represents past, present and future.
Then you decide to read the words. You then decide, You like or do not like the words. You either forget them or write them down. Or just right click and save the complete image.

If you do the last one, then you allow this to change your thinking. And then it plants a seed in you to change your way of thinking.
Or you simply say this is nice, or I don't like this, and move on.

This is also how we become our problems. Rather that see them as just a thought or situation. We decide to let them take over our life. And become our life.Rather than see it is just something that has happened. And do something about or or let it go.

This has put me on the path to living by spirit rather than ego mind.
I now see I have depression,  I am not depression.
I am not simply, just a wife, mom and Gmom. I am called this because this is what I did in life. I chose to marry and have kids.
All we truly are is a soul/spirit here on earth, who is experiencing life. Through the choices we make.


Have a wonderful day and remember to laugh and play.

Empathy

 I have to first begin by stating, :"I am grateful for the last break down of my mind." It has put me on the path to finding the real me. I now understand it is part of my personality to feel things deeply.  I found I am a healing empath.  I already knew, I am one who feels the pain of others as though they are my own pain. Through this I some times can help others get well. Just by talking and caring about another person is true healing at its best.


I really did not know till now, that I am a healing empath, this is a gift, almost every one has this to different degrees.
All of you have shown this to me, that you to have this ability. When you comment, you help to lift my spirit. And you are truly healing my soul with love, compassion, and virtual hugs. 


I knew in the past I could help others to overcome, but it was much harder for me to help my self. Now I feel stronger and more capable. I feel like when my mind exploded. I went out and bought a new computer brain. 
The pictures in the post below. Represent the old and new me. I kept every thing good. And the book with a lock on it is what was perceived as bad events. I will keep them now under lock and key. Because they are really just events that happened. When I can see the good that came from them, I will let them out and release them. 


Back to empathy,
definition, is the capacity to recognize and, to some extent, share feelings (such as sadness or happiness) that are being experienced by another.


So we also heal though love, fun, laughter, kindness of all types.

Have a wonderful day and remember to laugh and play.